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其实，我很累了

其实，很少有人懂我。我习惯假装坚强，习惯了一个人面对所有…

我不知道自己到底想怎么样

有时候

我可以很开心的和每个人说话，可以很放肆的；

可是却没有人知道，那不过是伪装，很刻意的伪装

我可以让自己很快乐很快乐，

可是却找不到快乐的源头，只是傻笑。

我不习惯把事和别人说，因为我不习惯别人用可怜的眼光看我。

其实，我很珍惜身边的人，只是生活的压力让我善于遗忘，把那些记忆通过通遗忘

我以为遗忘可以让自己快乐起来…

是，我感觉到的却是更多的寂寞…

黑夜来袭，周围的空气很冷…

一个人坐在草地对着天空发呆…

也不知道自己脑子里在想什么…

怀念过去，仅此而已…

其实，我也很渴望有一个人能懂我；能走进我的心…

其实，我很累了，真的想放下所有…

是现实的压力只能让我背着这些慢慢走…

何时发现，我不再爱写日志，

不是我变的懒了，而是我疲惫了…

情愿用别人的语言，来抒发自己的情感…

Long long time didn't update my blog already. Too lazy to update or write something maybe... I know it's a lame excuse.

Just read an article from Facebook and found that it's quite meaningful and it's quite good to describe myself also.

Actually, I am tired ... Tired of everything.

I know that life is not easy, just feel that I am exhausted about my life now.

Feel like no one can know what am I thinking ... and I have no strength to know what's others thinking as well.

I am OK, i think...Just feel EMO and want to share something on my blog. Now, I have a reason to update my blog. Isn't it sound good ? :P

That's all for today... It's time to continue to do my report. Sigh ...

Good night, everyone !