imbalance

damn damn FREE now...
everyday wake up then need to think of what to do later. but actually everyday is the same;wake up then have breakfast+lunch,follow by works 'assigned' by my mum then my own times (basically just sit in front of my laptop or sleeping ~)
really feel that very relax now,like in the 'honeymoon' mood. maybe many of you will feel like want to beat me or feel envy on me when u heard this,because many of my friends are having final exam now or some of them just started to study.i think i am only the one who is so so so free now...free untill i feel imbalance...
why do i said so?maybe it's because seeing friends are so busy there but i am so free. thinking of why am i so free since everyone are busying there?then think of those old times when studying and preparing for final with my housemates.suddenly,i miss that times although it's quite suffer...miss that times that we studied and discussed together,miss that times that we went to exam hall together,miss that times that we back together right after the papers...but,i lost that times now,thats why i am so free now.
once we lost it,then only we will appreciate it.now,i totally understand this sentence.hope that i can get back to the times as soon as possible...
when can i get back to normal?when can i stop feeling of imbalance?will be soon,i wish...so,i continue to be very free now :p

p/s:by the way,good luck to all my friends that having exam now...